72

and i thought that

1k

would 'buy' me a whole lot more

in fact,

it's gotten me nothing

my returns have been zero

i'm the idiot

you make me the idiot

71

i know im not happy anymore

and havent been for a while

but im scared

of being even more unhappy

if i let go

70

none of this is rational

especially me

69

actions speak louder than words

- i win

68

do opposites really attract?

only magnets

67

i love it when bus drivers

acknowledge

each other

by waving or flashing their lights

i feel like i've just been let in on a secret

it makes me smile

66

i dont feel the stress

but i see it

in more ways than one

65

i should know better

64

you are my kryptonite

- not in the good way

63

i cant make you happy

because i dont know how

62

it is not my intention to break

61; sick

i know why

anorexic people dont eat

because they dont want to be

bulimic

60

i hate it that i expect

and i hate it even more that

though i expect

i still expect nothing from you