35

i don't wanna disappoint you

but i know i already have

34 (return to sender)

Dear _____,
It's only been a day but
I miss you
- heaps.
I'm so
annoyed,
fustrated,
angry,
- at you.
I can't stop
thinking,
obsessing,
swearing
- about you.
I felt as if
you were the only one
I let in
(probably only partially)
when I shut the rest out.
I felt like I waited the whole day
and that I got credit
- just to talk to you.
I want you
to suffer,
to miss me,
to regret,
to call
(not prank)
but most of all
I want me to get over it
I want you out of my life
even though
I will miss you terribly.

33

we are nothing

to each other so

who. the. fuck.

do you think you are?

32

i feel so hopeless

and even more so

because ..

i don't know

why

31

i feel as if i haven't done anything

worthwhile

and i'm scared i never will

30

i have too much pride

to admit ..

anything

29

weak girls piss me off

and i'm scared

of being one of them

2(00)8

i just want to be happy

...with this year