77

im so sick of your selfishness
. you make me feel as if you do so much for me
. the only thing i remember you doing is driving
im so sick of thinking that im a hassle and a burden on you
im so sick of you making me feel that way about me
im so sick of your excuses and
. your arguments
. arguments that make yourself seem so superior to me
im so sick of liking you
im so sick of waiting for you
im so sick of you meaning so much to me
im so sick of myself
im so sick of you making me hate myself

76

i think im showing signs of psychosis

75

there must be

something wrong with me

i feel nothing

when i lose a friend

or half of one

since i only had half in the first place

now i really have no one

74

i thought you would have known

that being with you

makes me insecure

for all the reasons that are stupid

(lack of gifts, complaints about driving too much...)

i try to dismiss them

but theyre too numerous

so i try to prove them wrong through questions

that end up bugging you

so

im going to try

very,

very

hard not to bug you

with my stupid questions

73

i die slowly inside

72

and i thought that

1k

would 'buy' me a whole lot more

in fact,

it's gotten me nothing

my returns have been zero

i'm the idiot

you make me the idiot

71

i know im not happy anymore

and havent been for a while

but im scared

of being even more unhappy

if i let go

70

none of this is rational

especially me

69

actions speak louder than words

- i win

68

do opposites really attract?

only magnets

67

i love it when bus drivers

acknowledge

each other

by waving or flashing their lights

i feel like i've just been let in on a secret

it makes me smile

66

i dont feel the stress

but i see it

in more ways than one

65

i should know better

64

you are my kryptonite

- not in the good way

63

i cant make you happy

because i dont know how

62

it is not my intention to break

61; sick

i know why

anorexic people dont eat

because they dont want to be

bulimic

60

i hate it that i expect

and i hate it even more that

though i expect

i still expect nothing from you

59

i want to be happy

58

if this were a rollercoaster

i'd want to ride it until i throw up

57

in the words of so many women:

will you still love me tomorrow?

56

i like you

but i'm so sick of the way:

you are,

we are

55

lover (almost) = loser

54

i'm

so

happy

when i'm with you

sometimes

53

i'm dying

for

my perfect home

52

i still dont believe you

when u say you

love me

51

i feel like nobody

to you

sometimes

50

i think i like you

more

it sucks

49

i

miss

you

48

i hate my expectations

47

i hope that you are
happy,
satisfied
and warm-&-fuzzy feeling

46 (all the reasons)

i don't want it anymore

1. i'm lying to everyone

i know

2. i hate the title

4. i don't want to lose my independency

5. what will happen
down the track?

i'll lose you forever

6. i really hate the lying

but there is no chance

in hell

i'd ever tell the truth

7. i hate that everyone's suspicious

8. i hate that they're right

9. i'm starting to hate me

or us

or you

because of it

10. i hate it that you don't

make me feel special

i want it

1. i like you

liking me

2. i like you

even more

which outweighs everything

45

i hate it

that when i'm not with you

my mind

is in constant battle

44

it will be my heart

that breaks

43

I miss you.
I know that I say it too
and soo much
but it's true,
I can't stop
thinking
about you.
when I think
it's just you
you, you, you
and you!

42

i knew that when
and if i
told you
the magic would disappear
i think it has

41

what now?

40

something's weird again
maybe it's just me
but are we trying too hard?

39

i don't understand what goes through my head sometimes

- all the time

38

we never fall for the people we're meant to

i can't like you

i just can't

37

who am i?

36

i don't understand myself

when i'm talking to you

but i'm scared

i let out the real me

with you

35

i don't wanna disappoint you

but i know i already have

34 (return to sender)

Dear _____,
It's only been a day but
I miss you
- heaps.
I'm so
annoyed,
fustrated,
angry,
- at you.
I can't stop
thinking,
obsessing,
swearing
- about you.
I felt as if
you were the only one
I let in
(probably only partially)
when I shut the rest out.
I felt like I waited the whole day
and that I got credit
- just to talk to you.
I want you
to suffer,
to miss me,
to regret,
to call
(not prank)
but most of all
I want me to get over it
I want you out of my life
even though
I will miss you terribly.

33

we are nothing

to each other so

who. the. fuck.

do you think you are?

32

i feel so hopeless

and even more so

because ..

i don't know

why

31

i feel as if i haven't done anything

worthwhile

and i'm scared i never will

30

i have too much pride

to admit ..

anything

29

weak girls piss me off

and i'm scared

of being one of them

2(00)8

i just want to be happy

...with this year